25 Years Wiser

I am 25.
TWENTY-FIVE.
1/4 of a century old.
OLD.
If the movie "In Time" was real, the clock on my arm would have started ticking down indicating that I only had a year left of life unless I gained or gave away time. It was weird to watch a movie where 25 was the age that everyone remained at and here I was turning 25. What irony, to watch that movie on the very day that I turned 25. What would I do with my life if I only had a year left to live. In all honesty, I'd have a baby. I'd start a family even with only a year left to live I'd want to have a child. I would also try to enjoy life more, which is sometimes hard to do. Agh. 25. I feel OLD! Kevin's brother said he didn't feel old until he turned 28... but I am 25 and I feel old. I don't have any kids, I just got married 6 months ago, but I did graduate from college and served a mission for England. I do feel accomplished, but I also feel like there are things I should have done already!

I did have a good birthday though and my husband was a sweetheart. He brought me flowers, so I woke up to him holding flowers and he made me french toast palooza. He was a total gem the entire day. Overall 25 has been good, but I still feel OLD. :) (Especially since Kevin is only 22, and will not be 23 until October--marrying someone younger, definitely doesn't help with the whole feeling old thing.) :)